I want to confess but I got so many things in my head. I hate myself for everything I do. I will never be great, the best or someone who you can be proud of. I hate to live my life around people who are more successful and those take their life for granted. I strive and struggle so hard but it just wont do. I take advises from people and tried to better myself but then life is just shuts "the path" so I keep on going on the wrong way.