I can't be with children for more than 3 hours and having children is not on my long-term to do list . And there's this one guy, the only one I could imagine being with, marrying, having children with. But I don't feel anything for him. I mean, I do like him and I do love hanging out with him, but I don't feel butterflies or anxiety near him, like I do with one other guy. But this other guy is just... omt, I can't be near him, I can't talk to him, I can't even look at him. I'm about to pass out every time he's in the same room. And my friend once told me that my face shines when he walks into the room. My feelings and thought for them are so different!!! And I can't tell anyone else, not even my best friend... thanks for being here confesster!!