I can't pretend no more. I have to fake my happiness everyday and I don't if I could do it anymore. I try to speak but no one listens. I have anger issues. When I get angry I cry cause if I don't cry I might hurt myself or someone else. Sometimes crying isn't Good enough, I have to hit my leg o feel some kind of pain. And I hate it. I can't trust no one. They always end up leaving me. I hate disapointing my mom but I can't help it, That's all I'M gonna be a disappointment.