My daughter and I haven't had the best relationship but this weekend while visiting her and her husband she told me that she loved me and I was her hero even though I was always too busy with work. Now that I'm retired all I can do is sit at the house and cry because I've missed my little girl grow up, the reason I worked so hard and I didn't take the time to watch her enjoy the life I longed to give her. I don't even know how to start making up for it, she doesn't need me anymore. Much like everyone else in my life. I barely know my wife of 29 years. I've worked my whole damn life away and I'm not even happy with where I am now. I had no other life than work. I'm shitty.