I got married way too young because I felt guilty for knocking my girlfriend and making her lose her scholarship to have our baby. Now, 10 years later I hate her, I think she's fat and ugly and I hate being a dad. Not a day goes by that I don't regret meeting her and I wish I could start over in another country or something. I haven't had sex with her in months. All I want is to be happy but I feEl pressured by family and society to be with her even though I stopped loving her a long time ago. She's an amazing person but I'm just not in love with her. We fight everyday. I hate to come home and even see her face.