I'm still inlove with you. When I broke up with you I did it because of many reasons. One being that I felt you didn't feel the same towards me. Four years I've spent loving you and then when I had my chance with you I ruined it by being stupid. I miss you so much its ridiculous. I cry every Fuc*ng night. I drink so much to forget how I feel. And when I see you to "hang out" like friends who fuck it hurts to leave you and know you're not mine. I'm so stupidly in love with you its painful. But I know I'm also waisting my time because I fu*ked up and I don't deserve a great guy like you.