I've been in love with my ex for more than 5 years now we were together for two and have long history. She's told me things she's never told anyone before and from those things I became protective of her. My jealousy and insecurity eventually ended that between us and we've been close friends since. However, there have been countless times we faught because I wanted her back but don't get me wrong there was good times as well. Recently she's been in a relationship with a new guy she met at her university. They've been together for 4 months and not surprising we've been arguing more because of that. I still don't believe he's innocent but I won't get into that. We had an argument a week ago and since then my ex hasn't talked to me. More than anything I just miss my friend. No matter what I'll carry her with me. I'm truth I hope she's happy and lives a great life. I realize now that being her friend after our relationship ended was a blessing not a curse. Hope others out there realize this before it's too late.