I just found a picture of myself from when I was a little kid. You could clearly see that I cried the day before and I also had dark circles. I just threw a fake smile in there and that is it. I'm sure it was because my mother was an alcoholic and gave me a hard day before the picture. It made me cry so much especially that today, nothing really changed. But what hurts the most is that my childhood was ruined because of it and now my teenagehood is going to be ruined too.