Just got invited again for a "Class of 200x" reunion, but I don't want to go; I have an apathy to most of them due to those years of conflicts, carelessness and harsh bullying. Yet they invite me because "I was one of them", and even an old acquaintance of mine (who was with me) told me I should go. To be honest if I could vent myself and tell them how I felt for those 5 years, I could. But what would be the point of it? I can't just simply "forget and forgive" all of what happened, even if I am old enough to acknowledge such situations. They are asking me to ignore all those feelings: hate, sadness, desperation, depression, loneliness, frustration, etc.... just for the sake of a meeting? I don't get the point of these meetings; usually the point of them would be about connecting to the past and such. But lately the more I try to connect with my past self, the more I want to forget and move on. Sorry for the long post. Here's an imaginary potato.