i've been that kind of dude that every other dude hates,if i knew a girl was ''friendzoning'' a dude i would do my best to hook up with her,and then leave her and make her cry,because it made me feel good. i didn't thought about it,i would just do,like it was a instinct or something. i've been reflecting about those things from a couple days back and it's really eating my guts out. i feel so bad to have made people cry,to break innocent hearts and to be a all around jerk. now all i want is to have a girlfriend who i can love and maybe she'll make me suffer a little so i can ''pay for my sins''. but anyway,i just feel like being nice to someone.