After finding a job and doing my best go get back on my feet financially... I can't oversee all the expenses anymore. Government wanting money for last years tax return when i -had- money, not getting travel expenses paid, left with about 50 euro per month for food.... .... fuck! on the bright side, in a year when all of this is hopefully behind me I know how to live off the basics. that or give everyone the finger and just move to a different country.