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My father treats me like I do nothing at home. I am supposed to take exams in order to enter university,at summer,but I'm not even half as prepared as I should 've been by now. I have lost all faith. My life is getting worse everyday. I'm a teenager with an impaired mom who now doesn't give a fuck about anything,and most of the time I feel like she is not the mother I knew and loved,before she became ill. My father doesn't even stop to think what his words are making me feel like. My friends think I'm ok. I'm not. I've got no faith,no will,nothing to actually make me feel better about this messed up situation. And if having a sick mother,pressure from everyone about exams,a father that doesn't understand you,friends that most of the time,do not even ask what you're going through,the last two girls you started to develop intimacy with,broke your heart. I find myself hating everyone. I used to be calm when I first got into this situation. Now I find myself breaking down in an almost-daily basis,being angry,blaming myself,not wanting to go on. I used to have hobbies,making music and stuff like that,I was a very stable person. Now I feel empty. I try to hide it,but I just can't. People in my life have started to notice that something's wrong with me. But still,they act like everything's alright

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  • The point is,that my friends just try to keep my mind distracted,in order to not think about all that (or so I understand). Truth is I really don't wanna talk about my problems,I don't want other people involved in the shit that I'm going through. Yesterday this happened: I was on Facebook and this girl that I'm good friends with,and I have a crush on, started a conversation and eventually asked me why I was distancing myself from her. I replied to her honestly, telling her that I'm going through a very bad emotional state,and even if I'm being distant, it's still me, and that not a single thing about me caring for her,or what I feel for her hasn't changed (I haven't told her that I see her romantically,too). She never replied.....

  • It's hard to hear that. I wish I had answers for you.. Try and open up to a friend, someone you can trust. Maybe at least you would feel less alone if you had someone to talk to.

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