When my last relationship ended, it left me in pieces. I gave her everything, but eventually long distance wasn't enough for her. As a result, my most trusted friends left so they didn't have to deal with me, and in my confusion, I systematically started having physical relations with all the new people I met and trusted with helping me. If I go too long without sleeping with someone (about a week), I start to remember how much I loved her, and I get really depressed and I can't sleep, I just keep thinking about her and the guy she left me for. I still love her.