i started college to bette rmyself and give myself an education. Im 33 and never had any kind of a relationship with a woman. Ive more or less given up on romance but i find it especially difficult to be around young 18-22 year old girls that college i full off.I become incredibly depressed, mostly because it serves as a reminder of how when i was that age i never had anyone interested in me and was a lonely loser. I still am but now i feel like a creep. It sucks so much. All i want is to focus on my study and get out of there without feeling so sad.