I'm a Navy Master at Arms and I did augment tour in Afghanistan as a Designated marksman for a year. . I have 39 confirmed kill and I remember all their faces. I lie when anyone asks if I've shot anybody but I can't help the smirk the creeps on my face when I do. I don't feel bad about it. I'd go back in a heartbeat. I've never felt so alive. I'm just afraid to tell anyone because I dont want them to look at me differently.