I was got trapped by my girlfriend. I got drunk and she took advantage of that and had me get her pregnant. I dont even remember it. But now i kind of have to stay with her because my family and hers will hate me if i leave her. So now i'm in a relationship i dont want to be in. Because of this circumstance, i have started to talk to another girl and long story short, we ended up making out. But i feel bad for it. Like it kills me every time i think about it. Im so fuckimg confused about what im doing and what i want and how i feel at this point.