I'm 5'4" and I weigh 100 pounds. I take laxatives every 2 weeks I throw up everything I eat and on the last week of te month I don't eat at all.. I want to ask for help but then I think of the weight I'll gain and get scared .. I only do this because whenever I gain just a tiny it my mom assumes I'm pregnant and starts calling me a whore and slut and all kinds of other names.. I'm scared I'm going to kill myself soon with all this but even death looks like a better way to go..