My ex broke my heart into pieces a couple months ago. Next guy i had a crush on devastated me even before we got a chance to be a couple. So now i spend my days mostly drinking my money away, going out and breaking other people's hearts, using them for cheap fun for the night. I still miss that ex but we will never work out. I hate my life right now. I hate that I miss him. I am more and more convinced I'm just gonna end up alone.