I am feeling really guilty right now. I have to stop not trusting anyone...haih..they turned out to be great people...I have to stop looking at the bad sides . I am the one with issues. They are completely fine people. I am so sorry for what I thought about you all..my mind is just so screwed up sometimes..sorry for not believing in you all..sorry for doubting your sincerity towards me..sorry for doubting our friendships..sorry sorry sorry..I am truly sorry. I am really insecure on the inside and it makes me feel this way towards my friends.. I am so sorry.. I love you all . I do. I will always be there for you all whenever you need me. Thank you all for being my friends.