My bf cheated on me when we had only been together for 5 months, then again a few months later. He hasn't slept with anyone, he's only been making out. Yet I can't forgive him and it's ruining our relationship. We've been together 2 years now. There isn't a day where I don't think about and imagine him being with those girls. I feel so empty and like I'm no good to anyone. I'm thinking that one day I'll find a guy who won't cheat and takes me as I am, but I can't let go of mu current bf even tho he's made me feel like a meaningless crap. The funny part is - after all he's done and how loyal I've been, He's the one who wants to end our relationship and whose feelings have faded away. While I still love him and wish to be with him and try to make my best to make this thing work again. Just how the hell am I supposed to forget and forgive the cheating and treating like a piece of s**t part?