Iv'e been sleeping with an unavailable man for the last year or so on and off. We connect through our pasts, through our desires. We are able to tell one another about anything, We trust each other completely. I have never felt so comfortable with another. He never judges me and I will never judge him. We enjoy the thrill. The risk. He thinks he'll be able to stop and carry on with his normal life. He's tried three times. I think he enjoy's it too much I don't understand why he would want to deny himself.