I really hate when my best friend tells me that everything is going to be alright because I know that it is not going to happen. He will move to another city far away and promised me that everything is going to stay the same. I have gone through the same situation before with my former best friend and we never even talk anymore because she changed so much that I don't really recognize her anymore. Therefore I can not make myself believe that everything is going to work out in the end. I will lose my best friend now as well and it is really going to kill me. I have been depressed by the thought of it for more than half a year now and it slowly kills every happiness inside me but I don't know what to do about it. I just feel helpless and mean because I would love to believe in my best friend.