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I have to say that I don't know where to start and that englisch is not my native language...but I have so start somewhere. I have a boyfriend for over a year now and we are happy. but one year before I met him my ex broke up with me. we met in our hometown in school but after his degree he moved to another city and the long-distance-relationship was not what he wanted. so he broke up and I thought Im gonna die from all this pain and heartbroken stuff...but we stayed in contact. he always was a part of my life since I met him and I didn't want to lose him as a friend. I couldn't imagine living without him in my life..but I finally realized that I won't be happy and that any relationship won't work when he is still in my life. so I stopped talking to him and messaging him completely. I never explained him why altough he asked me a couple of times... And now I am sitting here and I am wondering if I should write him a letter or so..because I want to explain my situation to him, that he hurts my every time we met, because I am just not able to see him just as a friend... and that he makes me insanely happy just as well...but we will never ever have a relationship again and that's okay for me...I just can't stop loving him and I think that it was not okay from me to just don't talk to him anymore at all...without any explanation... well, I hope somebody will say somethinh to this and I'm sorry if it's hard to unterstand...

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  • I think you should contact him to tell him how you feel, the worse that could happen is that you would end up at the point youre already at but at least you both will have closure, the best possible scenario, you end up with what you want (him). either way you will be free from regrets and "what ifs"

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