I have an obsession of one direction.. Yeah you probably think they are gay but i'm really worried i'm going mad. All i think about are them and everywhere i go i picture them with me and i talk to them all the time when i'm alone. I usually cry at nights because i know i can't have them and what i'm doing is stupid and ridicolous. All i do is just watch videos, pictuter or read fanficks about them. I have real friends too so i'm not lonely. Can someone tell if this is normal?