after years of thinking about my ex and wanting him back im going to try and move on and not dwell on what could have been. i really think we are perfect for each other and he can understand me like no one can and he is hot af but he's obviously not into me now a days. i have a bf but damn i cant get my ex out my head. i hate how i still think of it, it was so long ago and he is still around and single. why cant i erase my memory of us? "sigh"