I hate my real father, since the age of 8 (Now 17, 18 in October), when he left my mother who was currently dealing with my Grandmother who had a stroke 3 months prior and has been absolutely useless, unreliable and no help to my mother with money for things such a school travel, clothes or books. I wouldn't even give him anything, he's not worth my time. I love my step-father more and I would take a bullet for him because I know who would do the same for me, he's absolutely amazing and would do anything for me, my mother or my siblings. He's such a nice guy and so fun to be around (Still not comfortable to tell him anything personal though) and I really think of him as my father rather than my actual biological father. Does this make me a bad person, should I feel remorse for hating my father like this? I would really like your opinions because I feel like I should feel remorse but I really don't.