I am a 21 year old guy, but I am already tired of life. I've been bullied when I was young, mostly because I was quiet and one of the smartest kid in the class. I don't have many friends and I've lost a few of them because they backstabbed me. I've had a crush last year, but she turned out to be a cheating w**re. I don't trust people at all. I was always the good guy. I've never hurt anyone. I always gave what I could and even more, but what did I get in return? Nothing, or even better: I've got sh*t on! Whenever I gave advice to someone, they just ignored it and did the opposite, then get f**ked over and started hating me, because I was right! I've never had a girlfriend. I don't think anyone could love me and I just don't know why! I don't think my life has a value. I have no faith in anything or anyone anymore. I've been thinking about suicide every day in the last couple of years. And I can feel my time running out. If things won't change in the near future, I don't think I will live long enough to get my diploma.