i think i am being to rude with myself. i stayed in a relationship with a girl im not inlove with anymore. im afraid to break her heart because she has been through a lot of trouble since she was in her highschool. when i came in to her life it came to a point that i acted though as im a shock absorber of all the problems she has been dealing with to. never got tired of listening of all of her dilemma but came to a point i did. but now things got alot better. shes stronger than ever. has many achievements. earned a degree and a professional license. but now, i kind of becoming like the person she was before. lately i found myself irritable. like 90% of the things i say are about negativity. i am becoming like her in the past. the thing is, i kinda lost my self respect. i deserve a break.