I miss one of my best friends. We haven't spoken for about 6 months. Why? I don't even know anymore... I never knew why things went so wrong. I guess I was talking to a guy, that she liked. She kept talking negatively about him, so I started sitting with other people in class, because I got tired of the negativity. People told me that she didn't have the best intentions for me, which made me want to take a break from her. We always did crazy stuff together. Now I miss all the amazing moments we had. I wish it could be fixed, but after 6 months it seems like we're never gonna speak again like we used to. We've taken small steps, but it's never gonna be the same again, and it's my fault! Did I let a guy come between us, or had it all been building up for this all along? I don't know, but it makes me sad. I keep telling myself to call her and talk it out, or talk to her at school, but I don't know how to approach her anymore.