today the love of my life told me onde more time that he don't want girlfriends . he just want to stay single. i just wanna be a closed friend...but he don't search for that. i'm very sad. he is afraid of feelings, just want to live the life. well i know that onde day he will chance ideais but... by other side i feel like karma exist, i already broke some hearts and now is my time to pay. i just don't wanna nos about love anymore. i will stay focus in my carrear and in friendships. maybe this is life showing me all i always know, you have to choose love or work. well o always choose work. that's my destiny. and about the man of my life, well he will stay as a friend. i will pretend that nothing happened. sorry for my english.