I met a guy in town, my friend and I found his Instagram, and he had a couple of pictures with a girl, so I went to her Instagram and found out it was his girlfriend, but I assumed it was an ex. He found me on Facebook a few days later, and he got my snapchat. We wrote everyday for about 2 months until I checked his Instagram again, but he'd made it private, and I didn't want to him to know that I basically stalked him on social media, so I didn't follow him. I checked the girls instagram, and saw a picture of her walking his dog. I found it weird, so I found her Facebook, and it said they were in a relationship, but it didn't say so on his profile. He kept writing to me, but I didn't always reply. we met again 1 month later (he lives across the country), and he was so nice, very handsome, very talkative. He wanted to come home with me, but I said no and went home alone. We kept writing on and off. It felt so right to, yet so wrong, cause sometimes it felt like he was living 2 lives. One time I asked him if he had a girlfriend, but he didn't really answer the question. He just said: I want you. He's an idiot, but at the same time I'm really in to him. I've started becoming more distant, and I want him, but not if he's with someone else. I don't wanna be his mistress. It's difficult for me not to text him, but it's for the best.