it is so lonly and dark Inside of me i just feel empty and i cant Tell the People about it i dont want them to drown. I want to leave but I love them and i dont know how to Tell them that the descission when to go to University depends on their behavior towards me. I promissed her Not to leave her. but the emptyness that followed the Good days with her is tsking over. ... I let someone behind my Wall for the First time in years and i geh hurt... Im Not sure if i will let someone in one more time.