when i need help from others and if the process need them to waste their time on me, i feel so guilty and i keep wondering if they really dun mind about it. good friends will say it's okay and that is what friends are for. to help each other.but i just can't help but think if they really felt that way. idk, i am wrong to think that low of my friends but i cannot put trust on them bcoz i'm afraid of being rejected. i always felt that way. how should i fix my attitude ??