I keep fantasising about a guy I haven't spoken to for months. We don't have any classes together, and he's a very private person so I never see him anymore, but when I see him again I'm overwhelmed with emotions. It's creepy, but I can picture a future with him and I've never been able to do that with any other guy. Actually I usually take everything day by day, so I can't even picture my own future, but I can picture OUR future. It's freaking me out. I dream about dates, decisions, happy times, and also struggles. It makes me sad thinking about it, because he has probably forgotten all about me.