My ex completely broke my heart. He was the first person I ever loved and he cheated on me for weeks after we were engaged, only for me to find out after he told me he was leaving. I don't know if I am healing. But I certainly don't give a shit about the men that are interested in me. I can see them falling for me each second, all I can do is laugh at the poor fools. I feel nothing for them. But spite and anger and sickness. I think I may have lost my soul when he left me, I am no longer human.