I'm 21 and my Girlfriend of 5 years just dumped me from one day to another. I am freaking out beacuse I can't barely remember how it is to wake up and not knowing I am one lucky son of a bitch because I have the best girlfriend on earth which I will marry one day. I had the plan how my life will be in 5/10/20 years with her in my head and can't think of how i should achive my dreams without her by my side. I always learned/worked for a bright future with her. .. Currently I am motivating myself to make my way and impress her to get her back. But if i won't be successful I have no Idea how to struggle my way on and am seriously afraid of hurting myself.