So a couple years back I hear about this thing called "asexuality" in sex ed. It seemed to fit my description and after three years of desperately trying I still haven't fallen in love once, so I suppose I'm asexual. Seeing how love is thought of as the most beautiful thing in life, with all modern day songs revolving around it. Combined with all the people I see who seem to be so happy to be in a relationship. It just drives me insane, why can't I be part of it?