I was raised by my mother, because my father left her after she told him she was pregnant. I've never seen him in my entire life, we talked one time on the phone, that's it. I used to get birthday-, christmas- and eastercards, but as I grew older it stopped. I'm 19 now and it doesn't bug me that he never wanted to meet me. it bugs my mom, but him and I are okay with it. he's in his 60's and someday I want to meet him. I want to meet my biological father. I don't have feelings for him, I don't miss him, because I don't know him. I guess, I just wanted to get rid oh this.