A few years ago I was in love with a guy. People told me he was trouble and should him be.. I didn't listen. We slept together more than I can count and would also hang out and go get drinks together as friends. After 2 years I told him I wasn't his anymore and couldn't handle that he had other girls beside me, because I wanted a relationship and he didn't. Now I've been together with my boyfriend for more than 3 years and are living together, but last night I went out with this guy ( we always stayed friends) and got really drunk and we were talking about our history and how we had great times together and also really bad times. He then stood up and took my hand and took me to the toilets as he closed the stall he kissed me. Even though we were in a dirty toilet in a dirty bar and completly drunk, it was the most passionate kiss I had in years. I don't know what to do anymore..