I don't know where I'm going in this life. Everything seems so hard. Even the tiniest success demands so much fuss and pain. Every little thing demands my attention. I'm so tired of this and I'm still young. Why is this life so hard? Why do I have to struggle for the smallest things? With all this technology, the progress, the civilization and still I have to fight for survival. Whats the point in having all this then? It all feels like a cruel joke.