my dog is ill. my family is sad, i am sad too. i want to rage in public. i want to punch a wall. i dont want my best friend to go. she has been with me through thick and thin. she doesnt judge me, she keeps my secret, it doesnt matter to her if im broke or well watered. unlike the people around me, who just knows me whenever they need me. i love my dog. :'( legit crying now.