You would think that someone who's depressed from losing someone they love - as in they treated their lover poorly - would try to be a better person to win & keep their loved one, right? Only, that phase of "being a better person" the next time around diminishes immediately. I've made a giant mistake of giving him another chance. His third chance. Everything that I didn't want before has returned after his mirage of being the ideal boyfriend. I'm a fool.