I'm genderfluid. I don't think I'll ever tell someone. But it sucks because most of the time, I feel like a guy, and I think I'd feel happier if I was actually born a man. Don't get me wrong, I love my body. It's beautiful, even though I have some flaws. But I don't really feel connected to it. I'm too scared to actually dress as a man, because I look very feminine, and I'm pretty sure that even if I went on hormone treatment and got surgery, it would be very obvious that I'm biologically female. Also, the results for female to male surgery are not that good, as far as I know, and since I actually do feel like a girl sometimes, it would probably be stupid to ruin my perfectly good female body for it.