I have sexual thoughts of attractive women I meet. I often think of dirty things to do with them that would end up with them wanting to do taboo things. If I want to be in a relationship with them, I think of dates, corny moments, and first kisses. Later after torturing myself with the thought of not bring able to make them mine, I think of ways to make fall for me and we make passionate and sensual love. I want to be in a relationship with many girls but i'm indecisive so i often fantasize of many girls.