It's always so hard for me to open up and express my feelings and lately I been having a lot of conflicts with the guy I like and it hurts soooo sooo much because I feel stupid and I feel hurt. It's something so inexplicable. I'm so hurt I actually feel the pain in my chest. And I hate getting heart broken because I hate crying and I hate telling my friends because at the end of the day they don't care. And I wish I could move on so quick but I just can't and I'm so tired of feeling hurt. Gosh! I know not every guy is the same but shit I have such a bad luck. I just wanna disappear for a minute and have peace within myself.