I feel like no one listens to me when I say I can't. They always tell me that I can if I try and I try just to show them that even if I try I still can't. And then they feel like shit because I was right and I feel like shit because I'm not good enough. If I say I can't I'm not trying to be coy, I'm not trying to be modest, I'm saying I CANT. It's not a lie and I wish people would just stop treating it as if it was.