A lot of times I can't make eye contact with people, especially co workers or people at gas stations. Its really weird and it bothers me a lot sometimes. People probably think it's cause I'm insecure or shy.. but no. When I was like 15 I lived with my mom and her boyfriend at the time and every time I would come home from school her boyfriend would make me sit at the table with my homework and make me finish it, if I couldn't figure out a math problem I would just sit there confused and he'd start yelling at me saying I was stupid and all this shit. when I cried he would make me look at him, it's like he enjoyed watching a kid cry. Till this day I still hate him.