I haven't forgotten you. I still care about you and I still love you. Sometimes I wish I could hate you though.. this amount of pain you caused me is by far ridiculous. I begged you back several times, I told you I changed and you acted like you didn't love me anymore. Now that I moved on you want me back and you tell me you love me. You're hurting me in the most painful way. 4 years I spent with you and now look where we are. I'm married and you have a girlfriend. I have reocurring dreams of you, and sometimes I feel like I'm gonna accidently say your name. Sometimes I wish you would just let me go, but then I just realize that I'm still in love with this dark angel.. kind of feels like the notebook, except we're both in a relationship confused as ever.