I've been with a guy for two years and I feel like I'm raising a kid. He's 26 and I'm 22. He's had life experiences of up and down and all arounds. He worked as a club dj making no money and here I am working labor jobs and full time. Very recently he finally got a some what decent job. I'm proud as all get out of him but we have been having difficult times. I want a man who will take care of me and make me feel he could be a leader in a future family. My guy doesn't. I want to believe when he says "I'm different with this and I'll show you and change" but he's said that many times. I want to trust him but I'm tired of waiting. I'm not sure if I should stay and see what happens again or explore other gentleman. I am still young... but my heart is so torn.