why am i finding it so hard to accept i am ugly and will never have romance or a girlfriend. i wish i could just accept it, that whenever i see a beautiful woman i have no feelings towards her and just accept i am not good enough.then i can move on with my life and try to build a career. i want my heart to stop loving.please just let me accept the truth about me and not believe i can have love, family and succes. just let me try my best in a low paid job and die quickly. natural selection will take care of the rest.